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when i said wht i DONT WANT! nobody care..
Friday, 15 July 2011 | 19:05 | 0 comments
ah...it is about my hostel actually....days to days i'm gettin sick of tht place...it brought me nothing more than making me stress or sad... T_T ahhh..man.... it'd been thousands times tht i pleaded my mum to get me ot of tht place...but..i felt like nobody understand me..they didn't know wht i've to go through living there... i was so sad.... friends...a lot of...but i think it could be compared with FOE. Friends OR Enemy... sometimes my friends are way just too selfish...no..not sometimes...mostly..maybe always...all the time.. wht?? is it sounds like the way i'm describing them were awful?? here,deep in my heart...it hurts me much...a lot...i dont know how many times the flows went down from my eyes...how many times my cheek were wet with tears...i dont know how many time i had fall off and it's hard to stand up right.... ah... tht school... i wished tht i didn't belong to tht school.... I DONT WANT TO... regretting??? i bet there's no use anymore.... but stil,myself are regretting it... life is hard,ya know? yes i know... haaaa.... i bet somedays my head will go bold,with no hair...cause i'm so stress... okay...i didn't have REALLY close friends there... they dont suits me?? i think tht i am the one whom dont suit their taste... i cant go on anymore...i guess i just have to go with the flow.... as nobody care about my feeling..and nobody know wht's killing me inside.. nobody's know wht type of suffer i've been carrying for years.... i bet i have to walk alone, it is better... is it? haaaaaaa.... i miss my rimary school, schoool with joys.. school with lots of memories, Sek Keb Dato' Hashim 1, i miss u .. A LOT! :'< |